Day 3: How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive? How do you feel when you express your submission?How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive?
I am sure it is not the same for everyone, but for me, I just knew. Everyone is so different in this aspect. I mean, there are people out there that hold very high jobs and careers, where they have to be in charge, a leader, and/or Dominant in daily life. Not all of these people, but a great number of them I have learned, have a huge submissive side, or like to be able to let go, and let someone else have the control in the relationship. Then, there are people like Sir, who just doesn't have a submissive bone in His body. Not even His pinky toe! Dominant at work, Dominant at home. And, people like me - who is just completely submissive. It comes natural to them.
How do you feel when you express your submission?
This, I find tougher to explain. How do you feel when you taste a reallly reallly shreking (my replacement word for the f word, I am not allowed to swear) good piece of cake? How do you feel when you finally reach climax after a lot of teasing and foreplay? How do you really describe certain feelings like this?
To express submission - To serve... is a feeling of... wholeness. Completeness. It's fulfills something deep inside of you. For me, without it... I would feel so out of place. So much like... something huge in me was missing.